29-09-2010

我不舒服，頭暈暈，大概是貧血吧。。。。。。剛剛跟他通了通電話，他在忙著工作，又胃痛了，說了不暍醬多但還是一樣。通常緊張的往往都是身邊的人，永遠都不會是自己。唉 ~ 想氣，卻氣不下，因為知道他工作需要。只好把擔心往心裡塞，但是有時卻忍不住掛嘴邊。。。:(

剛剛原本是想要小睡一下下，卻睡過頭，真是的。豬啊你李慧君。。。。。。。是時候睡覺了吧，無聊夠了。還是一樣，把思念帶入夢裡。晚安咯！:)

26/09/2010

Seriously I wish to go home when I stepped in the Manchester Airport. 17hours journey, it's killing me. I wonder why Airasia flight is so fast while Emirates is so slow and long. Maybe because i'm alone all the way this time. :( feeling bad. It reminds me of everything about him during the journey back from London to KL. All the memories came across my mind. It is a bliss to be with the beloved one no matter where we go... someone takes care of... someone accompany with... really miss him! I had blended him in my life...... Reality often different with what you expected. I wish to shout. I want to tell him 'I really miss you badly' ，‘我很想念你’，‘我好掛住你啊’ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ 無奈的是，我也只能這樣喊。唯有忍耐。。。。。。 time flies faster .... faster!! :(

天啊 ~

差兩分就First Class 了，唉！ :(

－ 或許我真的不夠努力。

失落的君

23/09/2010

Thank you for all the earlier Birthday's present. I seriously felt so touch when time goes by you girls are still remembering my Birthday and send me gift as usual. Thank you so much! What I care is not the value of the gifts, but their thoughts count! I had great meet up with Hwee Fang and her Fiance last night and went to Mrs Fang's house for a short gathering. It was an awesome night with lotz of laughter. Whenever be with Hwee Fang, she will just brings me big big smile and I just love it. We shared some current situation of us and the story we've been through the days when we're not together. The most happiest thing was she's getting married with Zhen Wei and I really felt happy for them. He is a nice guy, I think she found her life partner. Everybody knows how hard it is but it comes true now. *Happy* I can see how bliss she is from her beautiful smiling. Always give her my best wishes and blessing! May god bless them and their 'future family'. On the other hand, I had a great time tonight with Sin Yee, Shin Yue and their boyfriends as we had buffet dinner in Tenji Japanese buffet which located at Mont Kiara. It was nearly perfect if my partner was there. Anyway, will wait for the next gathering. Three of us are still the same pattern, not much changes. Talk together, share together, laugh together, and even cry together. That's what made us today - the process of being best sisters. I appreciate a lot though we never seen each other everyday, every moment. But, we do care each other! that's more than enough. It's good to see they found their good partner as smiling tells thousand words. Same goes to them, i will always be a good listener and give them support when they need me. Thanks girls... I know u girls take a lot of cares of me and give me a lot of supports coz u know i'm kinda easy 'lost' girl. Just like my sister. However, I think i should have know how to take care myself now. Don't worry, I will be fine! A question some of you asked about the gift that I most wanted on my Birthday. And I told u girls, I want a gift that could turns him in front of me on my Birthday. I know that's impossible. Apparently, I hope he will always be with me in the rest of my life and please, don't get him away from me unless I were disappeared forever. That will the best gift ever in my life. People say I look happier now, I know it is because of you. This is true ...

微笑 ：）

微笑是智慧的泉源，

微笑是愉快的流露，

微笑是誠懇的語言，

微笑是生活的花朵。

（佛光菜根譚）

這書籤寫的真有意思，生活本來就無奈，一天帶幾個微笑，煩惱自然減少。

誠懇，永遠勝於解釋。

懶洋洋的我微笑著，因為今天又無所事事了。（呵呵）

啊不過

還是想駡一駡

“那個@$#%%#＊Visa 几時好啊？？開課了啦。。。！！飛機票不用買啊！豬啊！！”

爱后余生 (电影半只烟主题曲) 谢霆锋

分享过你 这种漂亮

离得开了你 令我坚强

让我的 干燥 皮肤 擦响

愿我的 内心 未擦伤

假使当初可以为了你

望了爱所有人

分开手去追寻

足可拥抱千万人

即使天空海阔没有爱

还有你这个人

烧光一个森林

将灰烬里的热能

当作一点陪衬

请不要说 改天 再会

何不干脆说 下次 失陪

让那张 温暖 床单 晒干

路过的 地方 别在躺

即使天空海阔没有爱

还有你这个人

即使不在光临

一想起你

怎么可以

对任何人热吻

* I like this song very much, meaningful lyrics. Never ever let go the person you love as love will never comes back once it had been gone.

漫長的一天

今天的天氣真的熱到極點 我受不了了

才發現 原來時間可以那麼漫長

如常 除了想 還是想

下午反覆浮現昨晚他說的話

他是真的醉了 因為他完全記不起了

那我的眼淚 是不是白掉了 （呵呵）

不過那感覺是的確很真實

或許男人表面堅強 也總有脆弱的時候

可愛的是 有時男人 真的很像小孩一樣

我的他 也不例外

約好的目的地

往往生活就像火車一樣，有人上，有人下。

有些人知道自己要到達的目的地，有些人卻忙無目的地徘徊在車廂裡，或是車站裡，不敢上車。

時間，總是与火車細細相關，沒有了時間的安排，火車也運作不了。

火車雖是同一個方向，但卻往往為了生活，大家都得在不同的車站下車。

體會到的，不是當下的不捨。

而是約好了，我們還是會在某個時間乘搭同樣班車，到達未來的目的地。

只要目的地是一致，火車跟時間還是一樣完美配合。

默然，不捨。但是，寧可，先苦後甜。

腳步會因為思念變得沈重，但，毅力會因為牽掛變得更堅強。

再多回答不了的問題 ，真的只有行動隨著時間去證明。

因為愛，真的不是三言兩語就能說得清。

我要做最好的證明。

Because I love you ♥

when you've tried hard, there's nothing you can regret about ... anything, nor everything. Life is not easy, however, everything can be great when you see another side of it. Thus, my life is beautiful. Always. Some people understand, some don't. Doesn't matter. As long as you understand, that's more than enough. ♥

Life wouldn't be perfect without you ♥

because I love you ...