wednesday 13-01-2010
i had a great talk on phone with yvonne in sg
great because i felt relief
great because i finally know
great for being scolded that i'm thinking too much
great because i've accepted it!
great to force myself to make things clear
great that never lie to myself anymore
everything i did was for my own good
i'm super clear on it
another great thing was that she allows me to feel irritating to you
yeah .................. that's what i feel
honestly, don't know since when you irritated me
so just let the irritating feeling brings further
i don't mind already actually
it is not a force, but naturally it'd happened
what to do ..... ha ha ... let it be lo!
at the very stress and struggle moment
I feel good when a friend is with me
i don't feel alone i don't scare anymore
i remember my words & her words
"She said she's waiting for me, and the mattress as well" (haha)
i said: " yes, wait for me... i promise i'll come"
never ever expect things that you've planned will go smooth
because no one knows what will happen tomorrow
i might plan my things all the time
but never put too much expectations on it always
always.........................................
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