突然很想流浪。。。想到一個沒有人認識我的地方生活一短時間。遠離所有的通訊，切斷所有的聯絡，想放開一切去過自在的生活。走走看看大自然，夜晚看星星。住在小屋裡，養只小狗陪伴，得空散散步。哇 ~ ! 想都開心，真的很無憂無慮的生活。
我有幾個地方很想去的，其中一个就是Santorini （Greece）
然後就是Austria，這個我想去很久了
然後Holland
這些旅程應該會一一在這年完成。我開始厭倦了城市的生活，我很討厭那些現實的東西，我更討厭現實的人，來來去去還不是甚麼LV，Gucci, BMW, Rolex，Prada & etc...... These are all bullshit!! I hate people wearing mask in the real world, I hate the walking speed in the cities, I hate people's fake smile in front of me, I hate smiling at people that are fucking annoying, I hate explaining, I hate to follow the rules, I hate what I hate but I couldn't do much about that... Hence, I released here! Whenever i think of the years ahead gonna be a life time working life... I feel so frustrated because that is so meaningless. Essentially, the life process is like this - study, work, married, give birth, old, sick and die. Fact is often cruel... Reality is often ugly... so what, Gucci? so what, Porche? So what, Rolex? No matter how big is your house ...... we have to leave here somehow, eventually. Can you see any meaning behind them? Nothing! it's just a shell filled with nothing/emptiness......what is the use of qualification? to show how good i am? to show the standard of social level? haha! Just to enter an interview of a job and start all over again...from zero. Stupid aren't we? This is the reality, in fact, we're relying a paper to judge ourselves don't we? relying a dead stuff?? funny aren't we? Soon, people will know what is the meaning of life, and more and more people feel depressed on their life because they WORK for nothing, STUDY for nothing and BREATHE for nothing. I'm searching for the meaning of life...... (no worries, this is not an emotional post but just the realization from individual perception.)
*i want smtg that couldn't be bothered by money, i want the real stuff!
I don't want to be the so called 'maid of money'.
At times, money couldn't buy you a smile in most circumstances. trust me! :)
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