Hi Jun

It is such a long time since my last diary posting here. It showed how busy i am with my recent life. still remember my habit of posting diary when i was in UK that was a great self-portrait time that makes me feel missing of those chilly day. It is almost a year i have been moving back to this land. Times flies! i can't believe that time has slipping through my fingers without letting me to hold any of these moments longer. I wonder when can i get back these most relaxing time and lay back moment... ever since i dropped into the reality river, i find it so hard to swim against the water flow. Stress and depression are forcing me to go further everyday, thus i've started to learn my surviving skill and be stronger. I have to.